Yesterday night I dreamed about you. We were in the bed and I was gently holding your head in my two hands, talking to you, massaging your neck. Then the electricity went off and I was a bit startled, and suddenly some fur stroked me — it was a cat that was in the bed, too, though shouldn’t have been. I went to switch the electricity back on, but the door to the apartment was open. Maybe someone came into the apartment? I was scared, but I was happy that maybe my little cat is back.

I don’t know how to interpret this dream… I need some light to know what’s happening and I’m afraid someone else might be in here between the two of us.

Today as I was walking home from work I saw someone walk just like you do when you are sure of yourself and want to be less open to me. It scared me and you were on my mind for a very long time after that. It’s a strange gesture of looking up and being confident that makes me scared. I’m afraid that’s how I will see you the next time we’ll be together.