T-27, Thursday

There is an underlying current, a strong, uniting force of love that I feel for you. I see how fragile you always were. Not telling me your name, telling me you’ll leave the city we were living in, always half a feet outside of the relationship we were building. Maybe I need to be lenient with you. Maybe I should see how afraid you were, how afraid you are to enter into a relationship and maybe I should just give you space to think about it. I want you, I want you still but I want you to see that you can be open and honest with me. That you can trust me. I’m sorry I have hurt you. And I’m sorry others have hurt you. I want to be good to you from now on. I want you to see how it is, being loved unconditionally… You run so often. It would be a beautiful if one day you decided to run towards me.